[[ Trapped Behind The Windows]]

Thursday, July 05, 2007

[[Where is my happiness waiting for mi???]]

Oh ya..i gonna admit it haf been realli long since i update my blog...todae im here blogging again...feel so damn sad...lost....emo...lonely....disappointed...heart pain....tis whole week im realli feeling like shit...realli is shit...mayb worst than shit...serioulsy im tired with life....cry in office tis afternoon...haha..stupid rite...for no reason i drop tears....emo??? or depression???

Haiz....meet up with daphne yest for dinner @ town..so long nv c her le...feel so happi and relax when i saw her...and it was so comfortable thought i muz admit we do quarral and haf misunderstanding last time..mayb not working together now le bah..so i realli enjoy her company yest and im so touch when she msg mi saying she miz mi and wanna mit up with mi....tis prove than she realli treat mi as a frend and definitly not those hi and bye frends...saw waiyin at town and her mum..husband and kid...im surprise she is married with a kid....gonna mit up with her for dinner tml b4 i proceed to shin bar with pr and frends...

Seeing all my frends getting married and married so young realli make mi feel like marrying too..haha...but where is my price charming???Can someone find for mi???I miz the times beind realli dote and pamper by my bf wan lar...haiz...y now dun haf........sometimes i feel like slapping myself hard in my face..have guy oso i sad...no guys oso i siao..haha..maybe bcoz the feeling is still not there yet mah..i dun like to rush things now...im not the qingfen im used to be....going into another r/ship after i juz break off coz i know tis kind of r/ship is not long lasting and i dun wan to hurt u all juz bcoz i wanna forget that someone and be with u guys....tired le...wanna be single for awhile...wanna realli find a guy i can settle down with him and he can gif mi the attention and happiness i wan de...i dun wan to get hurt again...crying over guys again or watever shit...i wan a guy who love mi more than i do...if i never forget i believe pr promise to mi in cab that she wanna intro a good guy for mi wor..but now like few months le oso dun haf lar..haha...anyway im not so desperate lar..i wanna make more frends..but purely frends oni....

Lat fri i went ktv and sat i went dbl o......had a great fun...shall load the pict up when my sis change the size of the pict coz i tink the pict too big le and i cant put them in

This box and fingurines look so sweet...even the cards and the notes inside the card touches my heart deep....but y izit sweet oni for a few days???I juz simply cant understand tis kind of feeling and wat im tinking....he gif mi tis that day and when i open up at home i realli touch...but.........sweet things realli dun last...i realli agree with tis phrase le....memories flow through my head tis whole week....u r realli being missed.....fact bring us together but heaven is playing a fool on mi........k...enough of tis sad thing or im gonna drop tears again......juz wanna post up tis sweet things in my blog as a beautiful memories.......

PR....we are going to drink till dead drop tobolo...i have realli been veri low morale and emo...alot of things is botteming up in my heart..i tired of saying wat happen le...coz i dun even know y..juz wanna drink and be happi..

~~~~~Should i gif others a chance or juz continue to be by my own~~~~

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|7/05/2007 08:49:00 PM|

[[*Trapped Soul*]]

...The GAL ~~

>>Felicia Song/Fenfen/Ah mei

>>Born in 06/09/1984

>>22 year old/female

>>Love Family althought alway quarral

>>Love Cousins..

>>Love friends

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>>Have more $$$ to Spend & Go Travel

>>Frends & Family To BE Happy

>>Less Trouble & Problem for mi

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