IT haf been sometimes since i last write my blog....I haf got no mood to write my blog the last weeks....coz something veri bad happen to us....My BELOVED GRANDMA passed away..is so unbelivable..she left us on 12/03/2007 at 4.50pm.....I cant believe it nor i juz cant accept it when my sis call and tell mi that she is gone...The conversation between mi and mi sis
sis : mei...grandma die le
me: huh??
sis:grandma die already
me:u dun tok cock with mi lar
sis:tok cock for wat..
than she continue to cry and i know it is the truth...few min later after sis hang up ah na (the maid who look after my grandma) she call mi and say "ah mei...ah mai mei you le"....i sit on my desk stone for afew min and tears started to row down to my cheek......Start to pack my bag & leave the office at 4.50pm....waited so long for the freaking cab and as i was about to on call the cab a transcab appear....i got no enff cash with mi lor..i juz board the cab without tinking and when reaching sembawang i ask the maid to take $$$ from my mum and pass to mi...all the way from jurong to semabawang i was crying in the cab coz i REGRET...realli realli REGRET not visiting my grandma on sunday with LR & My sis....Actually plan to go visit her on monday after work..but everything is TOO LATE....I nv visit her on sunday bcoz sat after sharon wedding i went dbl O to mit LR they all...and sunday when i wake up it is already 4++..i was so tired..when sis ask mi wanna go visit grandma i say i visit her tml...6pm LR call mi...telling mi grandma look sick and nv eat for a few days..i still tell her i visit her tml coz im preparing to go ah cai wedding....ALL MY FAULT..MY FAULT FOR NOT VISITNG HER & WENT FOR THE WEDDING DINNER....tats y i lost my grandma without seeing her for the last time.. Since young im already veri close to my grandma..thats y im so attached to her..my mum alway tell mi last time when she playing majong at PR house i will lye beside my grandma leg instead of playing with LR they all....She is the most lovable grandma i ever saw...she always ask mi to cut her hair and dig her ear for her...she is veri vain lor...if omeone mess her hair she will beat the person and scold them CB...she love martell & guinestout.....Ever since last year she already act like a kid le...sometime tok like children...so cute...She dote on the 5 of us the most though she alway scold us...now no grandma to scold us le...no grandma to irritate us...no grandma to make us laugh le..no grandma to scold us cb..no grandma to ask us to eat dinner..no grandma to love us...no more le....we got no mre GRANDMA...GOD..U R TOO CRUEL TO TAKE MY GRANDMA AWAY WHEN SHE HAVEN C ALL OF US..DO U KNOW I STILL GOT SO MUCH TO TOK TO HER??? Till todae i still cannot forget the day when i c her at my uncle house when she pass away...Her whole body was so soft when i touch her....i cant accept the fact that she haf die when i reach sbw untill the doc come and verify that grandma death is a natural death....Was crying the whole nite after i left sbw coz i tink of the days when she was still with us...i regret not making the effort to visit her in sbw when she is still ard...im sorry ma...Serioulsy i nv felt the pain of losing someone so so so close to mi till the day when she pass away...I love my grandma and i wanna let her know if ever there is another chance i still hope that u will be my grandma in the next life coz u r the ever best grandma i ever haf and love the most......Im missing u!!! ~~~Thought u are gone...u will alway haf a special place in my heart..i love u grandma~~~
...The GAL ~~
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