Mood swing? Frustrated ? Sad? Loss of words ? Disappointed? Anger?
Seriously dunno which of the above oso...maybe all mixed up abit bah.....
Dunno wat happen to my temper recently..been very short temper and very
hot temper lately....dunno izit bcoz of my auntie visit todae or i should say after
that nite that scary things happen my temper have been like tis?Do everything oso
not smooth....so fuck up......tired of all the small bits and pieces of quarraling le...
Definitly not a good weekend spend this week.....drowning myself with alcholol is
wat i do on weekends....dunno how to describe tis fuck up feeling.....although i never really enjoy myself this week but still i wana thanks my 2 bros tim & andy that they is always around by my side when i needed them....they r beinging to understand me....by seeing my msn nick or the
way i msg them,they will know that im not in the right mood...and they will take the initative to
call me and say wanna bring me out..hey bros...im really touched..not kidding...though u all always disturb and irritated me and i always f the two of u..by deep inside my heart i really wanna thanks the both of u for being there for me all this while....i cant say out to u all face to face coz too mushy le..haha..anyway im sure by now the two of u already know
i always hide my feeling never say out de...coz im always trying to act a brave front
infront of u all untill that day saturday i realli cannot control and drop my tears..haha
Very pai say indeed but im glad that u both still try to entertain me and for drinking
with me till u all cannot make it...tats wat brothers are for...haha..And of coz liyun oso...
thanks for drinking with me that nite too..appreciate ur thoughts and ur supplying of tissues
to me....and my darling ger daphne...is great that u r always out for me when im in a
lousy mood.....u nv once reject me when u know im having problems....it haf been a long
time since i last saw u after u graduate from MDIS...and im glad that u come down and
find me on sat nite....I apologise for not being there for u when u r unhappy....Thanks
for all ur encouraging words and thank for asking me to "fan" you when i need u....love u lotzzz
Stay home whole day on sunday coz really dun feel like going out...
watch DVD the whole day untill frends jio me out for dinner oso i reject....untill 8+
when edwin msg me and i feel abit bored at home than i went down to mac for kopi
with him and my sister....meet him at 9pm and faster come home at 10.40pm to do somethings..
reach home continue to watch my DVD but cant seems to concentrate....
im surprise that ur impact and action affect me so much......but still u dun haf to worry
coz wat is done cannot be undone and i promise you that i will honour the outcome to you...
Juz wanna mark down the date for 13/12/2008...same with yuan yuan~~~is the day we ended....and on the 14/12/2008 is the day we both make ourself very clear wat
we both wanna do and draw a clear line between each other...
10 more days to xmas and 21 days to the day we started....but still we cant make it till
that days.......anyway...watever it is.....with regards to my promise i shall kp
it.....hmm....preparing to off work le...haf say too much liao.....shall updatez again.....
~~~~Honouring my words is wat i will do it for u...Dun worry~~~~:)
我沉默了
你沉默了
彼此到底怎么了
变得不快乐
我是懂得
你也会懂
我们都不舍得
可是伤口变得难以愈合
~~~~感谢不能让别人来说...你给过我的....她们是做不到的~~~~