[[ Trapped Behind The Windows]]

Sunday, November 18, 2007

[[Love u So mUcH bAby...I walk with u Till ThE eND]]

Baby, thanks for the lovely lilies.. I believe the love we hold will be as pure as these bouquet of lilies...

Simply love the wonderful weekend programs you planned.. Been such a long time since I had surprises..

Really love the food at Aerin's and the atmoshpere is so romantic with the nice desert just that abit expensive lar.. We shall visit the place again when there is sepcial occassions okay?

Now I am really looking foward to our 1st trip to Kusu island on 30th Nov where we can spend our time just the 2 of us together... Thanks for loving me.. Love you sooooOOoo muchie... Muackz...

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|11/18/2007 08:13:00 PM|

Thursday, November 15, 2007

[[HaPPy MoOD]]

Haven been updating almost a month ago....Simply just too lazy and no time to update..

Anyway i have a very wonderful weekends almost every week....

Been feeling so lazy to go out tis 2 weeks after work...and to my surprise after so

many years than i realise the feeling of coming back home after work is so nice and relax...

I have been doing tis for almost two weeks....and the lastest i reach home on weekend is 11++

My colledgues was telling mi that i am a change gal le...hahaha..but i tink tis will only last for

ahile only lar...Reach home at 6.15pm today..thank to aloy for sending me home

On leave on last friday on the 9th Nov..wake up only at 1+ than iron my whole cupboard of clothes and bath le than aloy fetch mi at 5pm for coffee at cafe latte b4 he went to his frend wedding dinner..after that i went orchard to meet sis for sulin present and we went to haf sakae

sushi than proceed to shin bar..haha...

Went Dbl O for two saturday.....both nites was all horror man.....1st sat LR frend was drunk untill we need a trolley to push her down lor....haha....but it is a good experience coz after going DBL O for years than we realise actually there is a life for drunkards...haha...and poor GH....the only guy there so he got no enough strength to realli carry her up coz he himself is oso abit tipsy le....Somemre still got to drive all of us home..haiz....u r realli a great guy lar..sometimes

im alway wondering if i nv hurt u so deep in the past i wun haf got myself in tis kind of situation

now and inface mayb i will be happily married now le....anyway tis is fate bah...2ND NITE DBL O just pass..it is Sulin bdae.....she super lousy lor....drink afew glasses than drunk liao..BO

STANDARD lar...Poor LR...ALWAY ganna drag to the ladies bar by me to acc mi drink tequilla pop and nic...anyway thank to generous longhua for treating us tequilla too......It was real fun that nite coz it seems more to be like Brandon bdae...he was drunk untill he oso faint on the ground and vomit lor...hahahaha...all so lousy..But i oso lar...i got vomit but at least i wait till i get home wor..Hmmmm...keline liu..1st time i ever c her so excited and happening and happi and high in DBL o that nite lor...bcoz she saw yandao...hahahaahaha...but i dun tink he very yandao...

Instead i find that "ROBIN" to be more yandao..attrative eye somemre..haha.....Waiting forward to the RETRO PARTY ON THE 24TH NOV now...hahahaah...LR..MORE TEQUILLA IS ON THE WAY LE....

Hmm....weekdays got nothing much le lor...Meet up with PR on tuesday at amk hub for dinner..

NABEI....treat her eat the NEW YORK NEW YORK...knn....not only not nice lor..still expensive lar...haha...worst stil llor..the chicken got chix smell lor..and i ask PR to go complain to the manager coz her ang mo better than me and she only can tell mi "Dun wan lar...i dun dare lar"

Nabei..dunno since when bcum so kia si de lor...Haha..after dinner we went to eat Anderson ice-cream...really got the childhood memeories lor...I cannot imagine she still can teach mi to use

spoon to eat the ice-cream....we got so gentle wan mah?Kiaoz....haha....i treat her dinner she treat me ice-cream...we r the best cousins..hahahaha...after that she come to my house till 11.30pm than she went home....we wait for mervyn to finish his reservice than ask him drive us to eat the charocal stone at vivo ya..hehehehe....

Hmmm...anyway i was very very happy today..i receive call from a "somebody" today....nv haf expect him to call me de...haha...anyway when he call juz now my heart was popping like hell...feeling is like "wanna fall in love le"...hahahaha....anyway i gonna get over my past horrible r/ship fast and regain my confident to step into another r/ship again and im sure tis last r/ship

will be the last one till i were to get marry...coz im tired le..i wan a stable r/ship

NO MORE DIVORCE GUYS FOR ME...IM gonna check everything b4 i commit in another r/ship again....I HATE LIARS AND ACTOR....U CAN FUCKING LIE THROUGH UR TEETH AND TELL MI U R GOING TO DIVORCE SOON...AND NOW I CAN FUCKING TELL U THAT U R NOT EVEN DIVORCE AND IN FACT U HAF WENT BACK TOGETHER WITH HER....

I HAF ENOUGH OF UR ACTS AND SWEET LIES..FUCKING ENJOY UR MELBOURN HONEYMOON TRIP WITH UR WIFE AND GET THE FUCKING SHIT OUT OF MY LIFE...DUN EVER STEP 2 BOATS AT A SAME TIME..U WILL FUCKING SINK TO DEATH IN THE END IF I WERE TO BE FUCKING NASTY.....I HATE U FOR ALL UR WNDERFUL FAIRY TALES LIES AND ACTS..ONLY A FUCKING FOOL LIKE ME WILL BELIEVE U AGAIN AND AGAIN AND END UP THE ONE BEING HURT IS ME...

k..after writting everything down i feel so much better...i wanna concentrate on my new r/ship the next time and get everthing unhappy out of my head asap..AND I REALLI TINK I CAN DO IT TIS TIME COZ I HAF FOUNF OUT TOO MANY THINGS THAT I MYSELF FIND IT HARD TO BELIEVE...

Hmmmmmmm.....tml is sulin bdae le...gonna go Swiss Hotel dinner with them...haha...

SULIN..HAPPY BIRTHYDAY TO U

coz i know i wun be blogging tml le.....And PR...LET ME KNOW WEATHER WE GOING ktv ON sat nite anot k..coz i gonna let mervyn know ya.....And i will update all the DBL O picts soon after sis put everything in the CPU bah.....

PR- i will alway remember wat u say to me..i will never let anyone make my life so unhappy and fuck up anymore...

LR-thank for alway willing to drink tequilla nik with me whenever i told u that im feeling very sad whenever we club..u r the only one who is willing to let mi pull to the ladies bar to drink tequilla

Keline-Thank for buying me chocolate just to make me feel better and willing to liseten to me whenever im down...i appreciate that

PQ & SL-Thought u alway like to act cool but still i know u care alot for me de lar...haha..Sl...u haf very very great listening ear..thank for going jogging with me to vent out my furastion

Mervyn-U r ever one of my great great frend that i have..driving me ard whenever im sad....sitting at east coast park with me seeing mi keeping quiet and still u r there 4 me even when u r bored...and mostly..thank for ur replenish of choclate for me :)

I dun wish to disappoint u ppl who realli care and wanna c me haf a good r/ship in future...

OK lar...i gonna haf dinner le...update the pict up real soon.....nitezzz

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|11/15/2007 08:42:00 PM|

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