[[ Trapped Behind The Windows]]

Saturday, October 20, 2007

[[Special Date to that someone!!!]]

Been two weeks since i last log on to my blog.....so lazy to update le....gonna try my best to haf tis blog going...so i wun waste LR effort for creating tis blog for mi....Hmmm....depression depression and depression....my mood realli affect mi alot and to those ppl that i haf been showing my temper and attitude i apologise to anyone of u if i haf offended u all....haf been in a bad mood recently and haf been dreaming of the same dream for 3 days straight making mi lost my sleep eveynite and going to work like a zombie....and my colledgues was telling mi that if i carry on like that i will realli haf depression..haha..but is not wat i wan nor wat i can control...

20/10/2007

Happy birthday to that someone....althought i din msg u in ur hp does not mean i haf forgotten that todae is ur bdae..Knowing veri well that they will be ppl close to u that celebrate ur bdae for u and we both know veri well it is hard for mi to accept everyting now even thought i know u haf been trying to explain to mi and proving to mi.....Loving a person does not mean i haf to be with him & most importantly i know that the rumours that i heard is not i wanted to know coz if u were to put mi in ur shoes u will know that the feeling is super sucks....anyway watever it is...stay happi alway & enjoy ur bdae to the fullest.....

19/10/2007

Bro...happy bdae to u too.....hmm...off wrk at 7pm todae and went jalan sultan or dinner with qiuyi and frends,after dinner went to watch Superbad......quite a boring show i should say..not as nice as i expected lor...after show went for a drink than off i go home coz im feeling veri tired and no longer haf the strength to carry on my life slping late everynite or i shd say having sleepless nite once again....

18/10/2007

As usual work and work...but whole nite i nv slp...keep turning and tossing on my bed and finally slp at 6.30am...but gonna wake up at 7.30am to work....was like a zombie that day and my face was super black untill Audrey (my assistance manager) msg mi in my hp and ask mi am i ok?wats wrong with mi?So all i do is to like to her that im having mensures cramp and im alrite....i realise sometimes human is so weird...when u r good to them they wun appreciate it..but when u start to ignore them they in turns come and show u care and concern...Hmmm...meet waiyin for dinner at bishan after work...went cafe cartel....eat..chit chat..relax....shopping than go home..i fall alslp at 11+ that day coz im realli realli tired coz of the stupid dream that make mi feel so stupid as i cant slp the whole nite tinking of the same things over and over again....

17/10/2007

Hmmmm.....went ktv with alvin..mervyn..aloy...linda...mi...and karena...after work we went for dinner at joo chiat i tink...the blue dollz restaurant is not bad lor..the sofa seat is so super comfortable lar...price oso quite reasonable...each ppl oni muz come up with 10bucks....after dinner we went to tcc at bugis for some coffee & wait for mervyn coz he went to meet up with customer to sign contract.....chit chat at tcc until 10+ and mervyn arrive so we went to internation plaza partyworld i tink...haha..sing till 1.30am than im tired le..told them i wanna go home coz next day still gonna work...so send karena home le than i reach home at 2pm..bath le and yet i cant slp again......

16/10/2007

Happi bdae to mengteck.......super relax at wor todae..tis whole week quite free as no shipment come in....suddenly receive call in the afternoon after lunch and ask mi to go outside of office coz he wanna pass mi somethings..so i went out and he pass mi Rocye chocolate....ya..my favourite chocloate...thank u so much ya...u all haf realli been so nice to mi....i rem telling them that when someone is unhappi,choclate can make than happi after eating....haha..share the cholclate with all my colledgues in the office and within 10min the chocolate is gone...haha...getting fatter and fatter coz i haf been eating chocolate almost everyday since last week...after work went chiao yee house for awhile..bought her and her brother dinner than i went up..chit chat with her anda round 8.30pm kelvin come and fetch mi for dinner at dempsy road....i tink the restaurant name is the wine network....alot of ang mo and super noisy there...the ang mo tok and laugh super loud lor....but they got alot of choice of wine,too bad i hate wine...haha..but the spanish pizza is veri veri veri nice....i hate veg but i finish all the pizza lor...

hmmm..the rest of the days i realli forget wat haf i did le...haha....anyway came across a email and it realli caught my eyes....the article write:

No Pain No Gain... Accept the Pain, Future will be Fruitful... Don't feel the work you are doing is pain, because there will be always a reason for that pain or work. So face the pain, for the pain you face, there will be definitely happiness ahead.