[[ Trapped Behind The Windows]]

Saturday, October 20, 2007

[[Special Date to that someone!!!]]

Been two weeks since i last log on to my blog.....so lazy to update le....gonna try my best to haf tis blog going...so i wun waste LR effort for creating tis blog for mi....Hmmm....depression depression and depression....my mood realli affect mi alot and to those ppl that i haf been showing my temper and attitude i apologise to anyone of u if i haf offended u all....haf been in a bad mood recently and haf been dreaming of the same dream for 3 days straight making mi lost my sleep eveynite and going to work like a zombie....and my colledgues was telling mi that if i carry on like that i will realli haf depression..haha..but is not wat i wan nor wat i can control...

20/10/2007

Happy birthday to that someone....althought i din msg u in ur hp does not mean i haf forgotten that todae is ur bdae..Knowing veri well that they will be ppl close to u that celebrate ur bdae for u and we both know veri well it is hard for mi to accept everyting now even thought i know u haf been trying to explain to mi and proving to mi.....Loving a person does not mean i haf to be with him & most importantly i know that the rumours that i heard is not i wanted to know coz if u were to put mi in ur shoes u will know that the feeling is super sucks....anyway watever it is...stay happi alway & enjoy ur bdae to the fullest.....

19/10/2007

Bro...happy bdae to u too.....hmm...off wrk at 7pm todae and went jalan sultan or dinner with qiuyi and frends,after dinner went to watch Superbad......quite a boring show i should say..not as nice as i expected lor...after show went for a drink than off i go home coz im feeling veri tired and no longer haf the strength to carry on my life slping late everynite or i shd say having sleepless nite once again....

18/10/2007

As usual work and work...but whole nite i nv slp...keep turning and tossing on my bed and finally slp at 6.30am...but gonna wake up at 7.30am to work....was like a zombie that day and my face was super black untill Audrey (my assistance manager) msg mi in my hp and ask mi am i ok?wats wrong with mi?So all i do is to like to her that im having mensures cramp and im alrite....i realise sometimes human is so weird...when u r good to them they wun appreciate it..but when u start to ignore them they in turns come and show u care and concern...Hmmm...meet waiyin for dinner at bishan after work...went cafe cartel....eat..chit chat..relax....shopping than go home..i fall alslp at 11+ that day coz im realli realli tired coz of the stupid dream that make mi feel so stupid as i cant slp the whole nite tinking of the same things over and over again....

17/10/2007

Hmmmm.....went ktv with alvin..mervyn..aloy...linda...mi...and karena...after work we went for dinner at joo chiat i tink...the blue dollz restaurant is not bad lor..the sofa seat is so super comfortable lar...price oso quite reasonable...each ppl oni muz come up with 10bucks....after dinner we went to tcc at bugis for some coffee & wait for mervyn coz he went to meet up with customer to sign contract.....chit chat at tcc until 10+ and mervyn arrive so we went to internation plaza partyworld i tink...haha..sing till 1.30am than im tired le..told them i wanna go home coz next day still gonna work...so send karena home le than i reach home at 2pm..bath le and yet i cant slp again......

16/10/2007

Happi bdae to mengteck.......super relax at wor todae..tis whole week quite free as no shipment come in....suddenly receive call in the afternoon after lunch and ask mi to go outside of office coz he wanna pass mi somethings..so i went out and he pass mi Rocye chocolate....ya..my favourite chocloate...thank u so much ya...u all haf realli been so nice to mi....i rem telling them that when someone is unhappi,choclate can make than happi after eating....haha..share the cholclate with all my colledgues in the office and within 10min the chocolate is gone...haha...getting fatter and fatter coz i haf been eating chocolate almost everyday since last week...after work went chiao yee house for awhile..bought her and her brother dinner than i went up..chit chat with her anda round 8.30pm kelvin come and fetch mi for dinner at dempsy road....i tink the restaurant name is the wine network....alot of ang mo and super noisy there...the ang mo tok and laugh super loud lor....but they got alot of choice of wine,too bad i hate wine...haha..but the spanish pizza is veri veri veri nice....i hate veg but i finish all the pizza lor...

hmmm..the rest of the days i realli forget wat haf i did le...haha....anyway came across a email and it realli caught my eyes....the article write:

No Pain No Gain... Accept the Pain, Future will be Fruitful... Don't feel the work you are doing is pain, because there will be always a reason for that pain or work. So face the pain, for the pain you face, there will be definitely happiness ahead.

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|10/20/2007 03:51:00 PM|

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

[[Emo Again...mc todae]]

Haiz....emo feeling come back to mi again last nite...cant get to sleep again....tears keep rolling down for some reasons.....end up never went to work todae again coz my eye is swollen tis morning....

Hmmm....veri sad again last nite untill i got no words to describe tis feeling of mine....lost of words or juz feeling emo and disappointed?I myself dunno..maybe he is the oni one who know wat he realli wan and wat he wan to do bah.....All i know veri clear is that im not a mistress....i haf got better choice than to bcum a mistress....if u dun know how to appreciate mi than dun bother mi....get ur mind clear and dun keep making up stories to hurt mi coz u will never know how hurt it is...

Dun hurt mi for no reasons....i dun wanna get hurt again and again....i am not that generous to accept so much tings that i cant accept....."When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it"...believe in miracles, but dont depend on them... i will forgive and forget but not to the extend that u still lie and nv wanted to change..u should know veri well i hate guys to lie to mi.....

~~~~~leopards wun chage it spots~~~~~

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|10/09/2007 02:53:00 PM|

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

[[sEnTosA PiCt]]

SeNtOSa IS gReAT

hIDa....mE....kELiNE & ChaRis

charis making fUnnY fACe AT mOrrIS

nIcE SuNSeT

We LoVE sIlOSo BeAch

I lOve TheM

Wooooo...BiG bUn..haha

BiKiNI bAbeS...hAha

OuR bACk VieW..KELINE..ME & CHARIS

If Oni Im sO slIM..haHA..PHOT IS ALWAY deciving

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|10/02/2007 09:36:00 PM|

[[So LoOkiNg FoRwaRd To 05/10/2007]]

wOW...bEtteR update my blog or spiderweb is forming up soon....hmmmmmmmm....got a veri wonderful weekends tis wek ya...Ya..tis 2 days i was not feeling well so come home straight after work to recover myself so friday i can tag team with aloysious to take my revenge ya....hahahaha...the person sure know who i am toking about so i dun haf to say much bah...

Went fish & co for dinner last thursday with aloysious...wow...the fish he order for himself was such a super big serving untill he eat half way than he go shit..haha.....anyway he order wat salted cray fish..the waiter say the dish is nice but when i try it,it taste SUCKS man......luckily i still stick to my new york fish & chips & calamari..haha...anyway the dinner was great..having lots of laughter and craps....after dinner mit up with alvin and alvin at mr bean.....haha..1st time i went there...mountain turtle lar.....

Never once im early to work...as usual,i reach office at 9am todae coz i nv ask alvin to fetch mi coz i am wearing skirt so cant take bike...company dinner tonite...hmmm...dinner at seragoon jumbo restaurant....not bad the place,4 tables in the room with and can sing ktv too.....drink as if the beer is free of charge lor..order and order..haha...reach there @ 7pm and we took ah liew car there...hmmm....left the restaurant at 11pm and my manager say go MOS...haha...clubbing..fetch alvin home to change his slipper into shoe than drive down to PS to fetch my charis baby than proceed to MOS....not bad,long q and yet we dun haf to q up...went in by express q and dun haf to pay a single cents...my boss order 2 bottle of chivas & 2 bottle of martell....quite alot of ppl was high already b4 they reach MOS...haha..it was fun with this company of ppls....am glad that i join tis company and know so many great frends though most of them is guys....guys can be veri close frends too....ya..charis ganna bully by Leco staffs...haha..not that i dun wan help u huh,im surrounded by them and aloy is the one who pour ur drink wan lor...anyway after MOS we went M.sultan for our ba ku teh....and thank aloy for sending mi and charis home though u got to work the next day...reach hoe around 5am i tink.....

Saturday was great too....i sleep all the way untill 6pm and faster wake up to bath and meet charis at my house downstair coz mervyn come and fetch us to bugis after work..haha....went bugis and mit up with sis..sulin...alvin and lynn.....after our dinner and shopping we went to haf coffee at mac to wait for mervyn to come and fetch us to PS for our movie....the show was realli nice...if im not wrong the title is chunk & larry....haha..dun realli rem lar..anyway tickets was not bought by us,im juz a follower....laugh all the way till the end...a great show and most importantly i understand the english...movie end around 2am than went MRbean again for some snack and coffee than fecth charish home than i reach home around 4am i tink....

Wake up by keline at 11am...coz i promise them to go sentosa....haha....meet her at 12pm but IM late again....heehee..end up we took taxi to vivo city to mit up with charis...mervyn..lynn...alvin..and ah liew.....reach sentosa oni at around 3pm lor.....morris,hida and benji they all already tanned untill their skin red red le than we juz reach oni..haiz....and i tell u lor..not oni at shin bar keline will be drunk lor...EVEN AT SENTOSA SHE OSO CAN BCUM HIGH AFTER 2 BOTTLES OF BEER SHE LOST TO MI..haha....my head was ganna push down to the water by her most of the time lor...tats y im sick todae and yest..thank to that drunkard....and of coz i will take my revenge coz u tell benji about the secret...u tis BIG MOUTH..haha...anyway.....i enjoy myself that day...after that went lau pa sat to haf dinner and than go fetch PR at tampinese to go for coffee.....We went punggol park coz it is near charish house....anyway i tink that day PR abit siao coz she can laugh none stop to herself and suddenly bcum so quiet..hmmmm...as usual i wanna tell u that i know u since young ya...dun keep ur feeling to urself..i know wat is realli troubling u...dun tink too much..i will alway be there 4 u juz the way u r when i need u at the time when he hurt mi the most....Im recovering now....and i dun tink tis r/ship is possiable for us again...he wun change and both strong temper ppl wun gain anything in any way...oh YA..IM so looking forward to friday PR.

~~~Letting u go is the last resort i can tink of~~~

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|10/02/2007 09:11:00 PM|