[[ Trapped Behind The Windows]]

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

[[Wat can i do to 4get u........]]

Been a week since i last update....haiz..wat to do...when one ppl is down on luck many things will happen to them continously rite..haiz..it apply to mi....already so unhappy and moody and somemore my fucking friendster ganna delete...if ever i know the @$##@!$%*&^% who delte my frendster i sure fucking curse u untill no left.....

Ya..nothing much to update for weekdays...as usual weekdays off work i will come home....cough syrupt is a must for mi now everynite..without drinking i wun be able to sleep..it is like my sleeping pill to make mi fall alsleep.....receive a call last wednesday from ah bee....she realli cheer mi up and i realli miz the times she stay at my house when she was young and whenever i cry she take tissue to wipe my tears...my short conversation with ah bee:

ah bee:ah mei...u very sad ar?

Me : HUH?who tell u i veri sad de?

ah bee : PQ ah yi tell mi u veri sad lor

Me : haiya..she anyhow say wan lar...dun listen to her

ah bee : NO LAR..u sad lar

Me : REALLI dun haf lar

ah bee : AH MEI...U FALL OUT OF LOVE AR?

Me : siao ar...dun haf lar...who tell u i fall out of love

ah bee : PQ say u veri sad and u fall out of love

Cute rite....even a kiddo like her can call and console mi when she know im sad....if ever i know tis days will happen to mi i wun haf put so much feeling into it....haiz...now im struggling alone like hell to get rid of the picture in my brain....k...le mi update my weekend Last friday

27th July 07 (friday)

Actually i never intend to go out....coz im realli tired and got not enough slp coz everyday i slping oni at 3+am going to 4....reach home and bath...watch tv and receive a call from pR asking mi to go Shin Bar...saying is boring to stay home on a weekend...so i agree coz i have meet dennis for dinner that day.....so after hanging up the call dennis come fetch mi at 8.15pm and we went toa payoh for dinner coz he nv went to the citibank dinner with my sis and keline....so after eating we chit chat at the coffeeshop and aound 10+ we went down to shin and PQ..keline and donald was the 1st to reach...than mi and dennis reach awhile and pr and charis reach...stupid donald..knn...ask him pay abit oni dun wan to drink and still go home....kns...anyway we still haf a fun nite witout u...Norman and chris join too....they r sis frends....so ended up that day the the 7 of us drink 3 bottles and i nv realli eat much for dinner...shin bar close @ 3am so mi..wenshan and pr plan to go geyland and eat after that...and we nv ask the rest to follow coz we wanna talk..best cousins mah..of coz haf a heart to heart tok sometimes rite..haha....so 3 drunkards take a cab and proceed to geyland to haf steamboat...and reach home around 4.30pm and as usual nv change and i went to bed....and i haf a super terriable nite that day...i dunno y i wake up at 6.30pm and i vomit even b4 i reach the toilet...all the food i eat all vomit out and i vomit 8 times...break record rite..i stay in the toilet from 6.30am to 8.30am than i come back to my bed with a plastic bed....coz once i lye down i vomit again.....oni manage to slp at 9am that day....

So sat i was force to wake up at 1pm to go amk with cy and vincent to c fortune teller....haf a veri bad gastric that day..but as i alreay promise them i go with them so i force myself to wake up.....after go fortune teller i reach home around 6+ and i go bath and went up to yishun coz my father side cousin bdae...went for awhile and left around 9+ to mit keline....sis and charis to watch movie...Knock up is a nice show...super duper nice..and ya..i seldom watch movie and now i rate the movie 5 big big star...is worth watching......went home after the movie coz im realli not feeling well.....

Sunday finally i can slp late.....but gastric pain so cant go anywhere as well...dennis offer to send lunch to me coz he say gastric pain ask mi dun eat kfc...coz as usual sunday sis sure order mcd or kfc...but i told him dun need coz my sis already order.....i realli rest at home that day and slp untill 8+ than i wake up and create my new frendster account and went to bath than mit tim and alvin out for my late dinner and chit chatting with them till 12+ than come home...take medi and off to bed......

30TH july 07

ITS mummy bdae todae....so we went to plum restaurant at thomson to eat with my gugu they all coz mum quarral with dad again and we get gugu to help us to ask them out...sis bought a cake and pay for the dinner...as 4 mi i oni can buy her a present after i get my pay....suppose to mit kelvin on tuesday and mit chris todae....but i put them areoplane coz my stomache realli dun feel good and dun realli feel like drinking tis whole week.....like wat pr tell mi juz now...tis week liquor free....haha...so we shall plan other programmes.....

Hmmmmm.....happiness is alway short.....realli muz treasure wat u haf on hands.....if not the happiness realli wun stay long.....memories is wat can be left in my head now....loving a person is hard....knowing the person is juz a phone call away from u and u must stop contacting himis even harder....but pls fucking wake up Felicia Song.....i will stay strong......my happiness is awaiting for mi....

~~~~~it shall alway be a memories forever~~~~~

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|8/01/2007 08:39:00 PM|

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...The GAL ~~

>>Felicia Song/Fenfen/Ah mei

>>Born in 06/09/1984

>>22 year old/female

>>Love Family althought alway quarral

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