Never went to work todae....gonna go c doctor later to get a mc.....doing nothing at home..listening to songs and so juz thought of blogging....cant get to slp last nite....so afraid to close my eyes @ nitez...i dun wan liquor to make mi slp like how i slp so soundly on sat...yest no liquor so pr ask mi to go drink a teaspoon of cough syrupt to make myself slp....haiz..drink le oso no use....toss and turn in bed...tinking and tinking and finally fall alsp at 3+ and wake up again @ 4plus..whole nite nv haf a gd slp...so when i wake up i know i got no mood to even go to work todae...so i juz msg my assistance manager and say im having a fever....... Stay @ home whole day yest doing nothing untill 10plus went to meet up with waiyin and peirong....glad that they come down and acc mi knowing that i wun b able to slp.....pr still say wanna bring MR BEAN to my house and watch with mi....haha....i know she herself oso dun feel good..but i appreciate that she still act as a clown yest to make mi laugh and acc mi....rainy day yest...we sit at the block downstair i can feel the cold air lor....super cold...coz im super lonely....so sweet of them still ask mi wanna rent a chalet for a few days and stay anot....ya...actually it haf been ages since i went chalet to stay.....but i will prefer it if we r travelling to other country...im serioulsy getting so sick of singapore life...all the hurtz....all the memories...all the lies....all the tears that i haf wasted and all my past..... Feeling so emo tis few days....afew encouraging words my frends send to mi can actually make my tears roll down automatically....i cant deny that im so weak...i tink tis is the 1st time i finally understand wat is the meaning of hurt in a r/ship....when u r realli that hurt,u cant even slp at nite and cant even eat a proper meal....even how hurt i am in the past i still can slp and eat..but not now anymore....hmmm...nvm lar...treat it as im on diet bah....i hope my feeling wun affect my work and i hope tis feeling will oni last for tis week..... chatted with keline on the line yest..she say after work she come down to mit mi today...actually i know y all of u r doing tis...u all worry i anyhow tink rite...even yest pr plan alot of things like chalet....holidays..perth and etc...told keline i wanna go beach and throw stone...and she say if i wanna go she acc mi..haha...no lar...no trasnsport troublesome and somemre u wearing office wear lar...i not so bad lar....i appreciate wat everybody is doing for mi...concerning for mi...even those msges that u all send mi in the morning asking mi am i okay...i know i haf make ppls who care for mi worry....ya..i muz admit im realli not ok BUT times can heal everything if im strong and no more soft hearted..... k lar....gonna go and get a short nap and go c doc later to take mc and mit keline tonite.... ~~~~~WO ZHEN DE ZHEN DE HAO LEI~~~~~
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