Sunday, July 22, 2007

[[Nothings Hurts More Than Lies...]]

Back to blog le....1st of all i wanna apologise to all my frends who went Dbl O with mi last nite..im sorry to spoilt everybody mood...i know most of u din enjoy yest so am i.......but im realli glad that whenever im down u all will alway be bside mi to console mi....feel much better after crying out the whole nite yest...sorry to let u guys worry....
Chiao yee-U r my ever best buddy cum sis...thank for alway being the one with mi when my life is in a total mess...thank for going down to dbl o instead of tanjong pagar with vincent..i aprreciate wat u haf done for mi and i promise u i will be fine...im glad that i alway haf ur shoulder to cry on...wat more can i ask for when i got a frend like u...
Vincent-Thank for doing all those stupid things with mi last nite...thank for answering all my question with doubts and thank for drinking with mi last nite & thank for putting ur frends areoplane and go down dbl o with cy.....
Charis-Though we never know each other for years,but im glad that u r alway the one bside mi whenever i am happi or sad...im sorry i shouted at u last nite...but u know i dun mean it...thank for toking sense to mi...thank for every single things u haf done..though i alway nv say it out but i realli realli do appreciate frends like u...love u..
LR & PQ-I cant ask for much when i haf such best cousins and sis like u all....drinking with mi whenever im at the lowest point of my life...washing my brain again and again and never once i listen to u all and yet u all never gif up on mi...tolerating with my attitude and temper whenever im fuck up and taking care of mi whenever im drunk....
Sulin-U will never ever reject mi whenever i ask u out when im feeling blue....u r a great frends that i treasure too...
Long hua-thank for ur tequilla pop @ the counter....
and the other frends who r there yest..thank for tolerating my nonsense........the list on top is my clubbing khakis....as for my shin bar khakis on friday i still got 2 more frends that i treasure alot too...
Peirong-Since young u haf alway been my best cousins sharing secret with mi..we do haf alot of misunderstanding but still we r still as close...u r always my drinking khakis when im down or happi...whenever u know im sad u will drink with mi till im drunk and cry out all my sorrows...like pq and lr...u all never gif up on mi though i alway never listen to the things u all say to mi...till todae i finally realise is time for mi to wake up...i haf realli hit the wall hard tis time...it realli realli hurts....watever happen...u r alway my drinking and drunk khakis till old and greys.....
Keline-though we never alway mit but whenever im down i alway share my secrets with u....we drink together when we are sad or happi....we cry together to make ourself feel better after drinking....when we r high we dun ever care about image and how others c us...thank for alway lending mi ur listening ears nagging to u...thank for ur advice and thank for consoling mi when u urself r not happi too...all of u are great frends of mine and great cousins to mi......
okok...realli dunno wat to blog le...my mind is blank now....the image of yest keep running to my thoughts...i cant imagine and believe wat i saw....but i cant lie to myself anymore...i saw it with my own own eyes.....charis..u r rite...i realli bang my head hard tis time....it not oni hurts.....im totally lost of words....im gona stop writting le..i dunno how to continue le...shall update again....
~~~~~Lies is the ever most scary things i haf encounter~~~~~

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