Love hurt...cant understand y ppl alway get hurt in a r/ship...are they bringing all tis to themself....yes..i feel so too....CY,though we are alway in the same situation but i juz wanna tell u that if u need mi i will still be there 4 u...we bring all tis to ourself...we choose the person ourself...mayb other ppls cant understand how u realli feel...but i do understand and im sure u understand my feelings too..i know is alway not easy..but u alway haf my support in watever u do...if i haf leave i sure go back to ur hometown with u on monday..haha..but too bad...when u come back we shall mit up ya..juz go enjoy urself....hmmm....u say that we are alway having the same problems...coz we r so close mah...like wat u say y we step on tis kind of shit....we can b happi go lucky...gal..tis is life...nv ever regret the path u choose...at least u got the happi and sweetest moment r4 rite....for mi,i will never regret....juz tell urself u can be happi...let him settle his things 1st and mayb things will be better 4 u..they wun understand how much we go through coz they are not us ok.....

Sunday, June 17, 2007

[[SAD...DISAPPOINTED...MEEEEEEE]]

Hmmmm...was rather emo recently...tears started to drop down even when im listening to songs and watching love story movies.....y am i behaving tis way..wat the fuck..i wanna be happy ya...and im sure i can.....

Rather no mood to blog till now.....was troubled by alot of things...im tired le..realli tired le...dunno wat more muz i do and who can help mi 4get everything in the past???If ever i can 4get,i WILL 4get coz is not worth for mi to ever tink back......Gals r alway stupid...soft hearted..so am i....again and again i hurt myself so wats the point of mi being sensitive....

Dun wanna say about unhappi things le....shall update some of my pict that i take quite long agao but no time to update in my blog......gonna go town later on so i got to make it a fast one to write my blog ya......I miz my martell ya...hahahaha

horny & me

me & hida



opps...xiuwen is @ the back

my lolipop

so sweet..haha

ah ni & charis--love birds

alway acc her acting cute

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|6/17/2007 01:11:00 PM|

Saturday, June 16, 2007

[[lalalalalalala]]

hahahaha...i got scolding for not updating my blog for 15 days..not i dun wan update lar...coz i juz start a new job..alot of things to learn and pick up mah..when i slowly settle down le i sure got time to update le lar..

intend to update now lar..but i no time le..muz go bath and prepare le k...shall update again tml ya...and all my picts that i take..coz i dun rem where i go oso...

Oh ya...todae is ah bee bdae...realli miz her......tis morning she call mi and 1st time i wish her happi bdae in the phone..feel so sad i nv get to c her that day......poor things..she cant watch tv at home.....

tue will be grandma 100th days....dunno weather i can try to take unpaid leave anot...hope my boss will agree bah..hope not much shipment will come in and i juz let him know....so far i love my jobs,better than the one i wrk with my auntie ya..shall update again...byezzz...muackzzz

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|6/16/2007 05:43:00 PM|

Friday, June 01, 2007

[[ParTyInG tO tHe mAX..]]

Hmmmm..wat more can i say?I haf realli party tis 2 days coz im starting my new work next week le....hmmm..wednesday is my last day at vendochem and haha...of coz my auntie is sad..untill 4+ the sales manager and my auntie is still trying to tok to mi and chage my mind..hmmm...i told them i will gif them my ans today..but i tink indonesian staff is suckss...so is a BIG NO NO for me to go back..haha....

Left office at 6pm on wed coz after work ah gui find mi for a drink b4 i leave....after that he send mi down to regent to find abang....saw alot of sales guys...jack..techincians & worst still i saw the fucking manager mr ang..knn...the more i dun wan to c him the more i saw him lor....kiaoz...suay man.....leave regent @ 7pm with abang..we go lau pa sat to eat.....satay,,,rice..chix and salad you tiao...my favourite...thank abang for ur treat..everytime u pay..pai say....and thank for the wallet u got for mi in thailand.....love it......chit chat untill 9.20pm than he send mi to zouk coz i mit sulin 9.30pm and my sis citibank frends reach at 8+ le..so kiasu hor....as expected....public holiday eve..the q is damn damn long lor...luckily mi and sulin manage to cut q wor....we q less than 15min and we manage to go in...hmmmm....ladies nite still muz pay $20 but ok lar..got 2 glass of drinks......Was abit weird in the start coz we dunno quite alot of ppl as my sis last min nv go coz she is sick...so mi and sulin stand there toking to each other and luckily all the citibanker are all so friendly ya....realli haf a fun nite with them but it is realli realli pack in zouk...Thank to Morris for taking care of mi and sulin the whole nite coz inside is damn pack and all the ppls are realli pushing like hell man......Hmmm...saw steven there too...have a short chat with him and after that go back to our own seats......Pict in ZOUK ......

-Me & Sulin @ Zouk

-Dennis & .......

-Kenny & Dennis

-Loving...haha

-Me & Isha (she's a babe)

-Dunkards

Hmmm..still got quite alot of pict but lazy to post up le bah....after zouk actually wanna go k-box at cinileisure de...but end up sulin say she dun feel good wan to vomit so we cancel off the ktv session...reach home around 4.15am that day....bath than go to bed..still around 5am and the next day wake up at 1pm....actually i can slp longer than this long but early in the morning my mum nag nag and nag non stop so i wake up and off mi..my sis...charish...kenny & dennis we go bugis shopping than went for dinner at serangoon and after that go ktv untill 12am....sulin join us @ ktv too......but it was fun as long as charish is around coz she know how to self entertain herself and us...hahahaha......

Actually wanna go beach todae sun tan..but now...heavy rain man....kenny just call mi and sis....saying tonite going fishing.....so tml can go clubbing,haha....gonna club till my fullest tis weeekend...3 months on probation on new jobs le..so cannot play play le...hmmm...i dun fish oso but nvm lar...can go there to sit down and relax....love the sea so much when im in a moody and disappointed mood...wat more can i do and wat more can i tink?Serioulsy i realli tink that Morris is a very very great frend....@ zouk he can already sense im not happi coz im standing there like a bouncer,nv play...nv realli drink...tis is unlike mi rite...and yest he know we are going to ktv...so he send mi a msg saying "sing to ur heart content...dun alway feel sad...a pretti young lady must stay strong and happi alwayz...u r still young".......hmmmmm......thank for ur encouraging words....but wat i go through is not everybody can understand my feeling de....

Realli fall in love with this song "would u be there".....can listen repealty and i nv feel sian at all...the lyrics..the music..the tones....all so sad and romantic....if ever a day someone can sing mi tis song...haha...im day dreaming ya....Dbl O tml nite.....going to drink untill siao....sorry R...i cant go st james with u le....haha...coz i enjoy companys which i know better so i choose to go Dbl O with my sis ,charish and frends ya....u enjoy urself tml.....

"Would u be there"
If i were blue

would u be there for me

And whisper in my ears that's okay

let mi hold u tight

And say u love mi one more time

If i feel good

Would u slow dance with mi

And touch my lips with tender love and care

Would u die for me

Would u run with mi

And never look back

Would u be there to love to be with me

Would u swear that ur love is alway true

Would u say that you'll always be the one

to take my breath away

Would u be there....

If i am away

would u still tink of mi

And wish that u could hold me~hold me now

And would u die for me

Would u run with me

All the way

Would u be there to love to be with me

would u swear that ur love is alway true

Would u say that you'll alway be the one

To take my breath away...

Would u be there to save my soul tonite

Would u swear that ur love is alway true

Would u say that you'll alway be the one

to kiss my pain away

Would u be there........

Hmmmmm....would u be there?I dunno....lost confident in everything le......if ever i can go back to the past whereby we are alway so happi witout quarrals...being patient.....loving....caring...sweet...Life is such.....there is still a long way for me to pass.....

Shall update the pict i take in ktv yest again..coz is in charish phone......

~~~~~Where is my missing jigsaw puzzle~~~~~

[[Trapped Behind The Windows]]*|6/01/2007 01:19:00 PM|