Friday, May 11, 2007

[[A fresh New Day..A fresh new ME]]

Haiz..recently my blog keep having problem lar...dunno wat happen lar..sian lar...So long no update le...abit lazy le hor...today got mood to update but bloggy faulty again..nvm..i shall juz blog it anyway....

Nothing much oso...except that monday i went to clementi for a drink with my frends they all at a ktv lounge...that place got those type of "GALS" at nite wan lor..wow pieng ar..bring mi to tis type of places...cant stand them lar...but anyway we reach there early..around 5.30pm than the ktv room is free till 9.30pm i tink..haha..but we oni stay till 8pm coz after that i went over to mit daphne for a tok as she call mi say i bo xim forget her..anyway im at clementi area so i meet up with her for a tok than went home after that....

Tuesday went back to regent to find nasir..coz i meet him for dinner....on my way walking to regent i saw alot of my x-colledgues,,coz they off work at 5.30pm now...tok to them and oni reach regent at 6.20pm...hmm...realli miz them alot lor..wait for nasir till 7pm and off we went to thomson for prata...haf a long long heart to heart tok with him...the cheese prata at the cassirina is nice...hmm...we relax there till 10pm than he send mi home le...Than wednesday after work i went for dinner with my auntie than go home.....so boring hor..heehee

Thursday...todae got a dinner @ Royal Plaza Hotel with my auntie as the sales manager invite the two of us there for viewing of the newly renovated hotel and for dinner...so my auntie bring my uncle and my sis along too...reach there @ 6.30pm coz jam...than went to hotel viewing and of coz buffet time after that...eat till 8.15pm and my auntie left bcoz she got majong session and so she throw my poor uncle together with mi and my sis with Kenny (the sales manager there)..But anyway kenny was indeed a good host of the nite...after dinner he bring us to the lounge for a drink..the environment wise was good...relax and the service is thump up lor...Of coz muz go drink lar or later he thought we so realistic,eat already wan to go off...hahaha.Stay there till 10.10pm like that than my uncle fetch mi to boat quey to mit up with all my cousins coz is Nana actual bdae todae....Hmm...drink again...so long nv drink le...ten ten all lost to PR le..haiz..must go training again liao....PR...watever it is,remember that there are alot of ppl who realli care for u..go tink of wat i told u yest nite in shin toilet k...I do haf my own problems,but y do i go down last nite?Bcoz i care 4 u as my cousins and i dun hope u everyday like that k?

Hmm..anyway..feeling so relax todae...i feel like i haf given up hope on alot of things...i hope it wun oni apply for todae k..i hope tis type of feeling can last long...i dun wish to waste time on ppl who wun appreciate mi @ all....I tink with all my frends suport i can do it ya??? Life isn't as easy as you expect it to be..what i wan doesnt mean i can get and wat i least expected is wat i always get..I must be grateful that i still haf alot of frends who care for mi and realli looking forward to my future......

Hmm....have a chat with stanley in msn juz now...he coming back to Singapore in June...so funny,he tok to mi of those stupid things..asking mi to wait for him to come back lar..dun let other guys bluff my feeling lar and all those bull shit...haha...to be frank..i realli lost confident in guys...their sweet tok is realli bull shit and their promises is alway the opposite..."A Leopard cant change its spot"..Hmm..i realli agree with tis sentence,is stupid when u haf put in so much time and effort in a guy and end up he dun appreciate,,so wats the point of holding on if he dun fuck care?Ya....anyway im totally disappointed in my life of all r/ship...from the 1st bf to the last....all guys is realli the same..no much different,haha..mayb i should realli find those type who is 8-9 year older than mi than he will be mature and put more time and effort on mi instead of their frends bah...haha..K lar...shall stop here....Going to mit up with my frends later...I wan to be happy..realli realli happy and not those who fake and force themself to be happy....

~~~~~Felicia Song Wants To Be Alive Again & Not Dwell On Those Fuck Up Problems~~~~~

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>>Felicia Song/Fenfen/Ah mei

>>Born in 06/09/1984

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