[[ Trapped Behind The Windows]]

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

[[Happi Bdae To My Beloved Cousin..]]

HAPPI BDAY TO U..HAPPI BDAE TO U..HAPPI BDAE HAPPI BDAE..HAPPI BDAE TO U...

**********TO MY DEAREST COUSIN LIRONG**********

So lazy to blog untill just now lirong ask mi y i nv update my blog..heehee..So lazy to come back tis few days..tis 2 days keep having the idea of taking MC lor..but end up oso i force myself to wake up..bo bian...Realli not enough sleep recently lor...from friday untill todae..everyday slp late....and ALMOST everyday i come back to JURONG my workplace even sunday bcoz my aunt wanna sing KTV...my god..i realise the time i spend in office now is more than im staying at HOME...

20/04/2007 (Friday)

Stay at office with mu auntie..uncle..and the building managers to sing KTV AGAIN...off wrk at 5pm so we sing untill 8pm..brandy and beer again..my god...after that i rush home to bath...change and make up,meet tim,daphne & frends at boat quey..went over to pink dolphine to find daphne and stay for awhile and after that around 12pm we went over to colourzone i tink...Mt join us that day too...colourzone quite boring lar..but got pool table for them to entertain themself lor...Stay untill around 2.30am i go back coz gonna work the next day..my god..i realise im more and more responsiable in my work..haha..Went home nv bath straight i go to my bed and Zzzzzzzzzzz......

21/04/2007 (Saturday)

Tired day coz i oni slp for 4hrs...hmmm...reach work at 9am...do some of my paper work than at 12pm ah gui fetch mi and my auntie go pioneer mall Giant to shop..bought those frozen chix wings...fries..nugget...red wine & tibits...coz got alot of ktv programme coming up...haha...reach office at 1pm than wait for Mr Seow to come treat us go Tong le to eat..4 ppl set lunch $198++ lor...kiaoz..not veri nice oso the food..after eating around 3.15pm we come back to our office..sing ktv...drink brandy and beer again...sing with them untill 8pm and im abit GONE...coz of the brandy..damn strong sia...than go buy LR present...eat my dinner than reach dbl o around 10.30pm...was a fun nite than day...and almost EVERYONE is DRUNK..haha..LR oso drunk lar..than kp forcing mi to eat her sweet in her mouth..my god..haha..but since she is the bdae gal i bo bian lor..haha...not oni im the one ganna lar..my sis and agnes all oso ganan force to kiss with her..heehee...Go home at around 3am i tink...realli gone that day..1st time i vomit in taxi...haha..still wind down the window and throw the plastic bag which contain my vomit and i juz throw out like that...and my sis say at the back got car..oso i bo chap..haha..hmmmm...slp at around 4.30am and got a terriable headache man...

22/04/2007 (Sunday)

Today is the 100th day my grandpa passed away..suppose to go the cementry..but i cant wake up at 9am regarless how my mum nag and threaten mi with canned..haha..tamade..she tink i so big le still scared her to canned mi ar..siao..oni my scary cat sis will be threaten by her..she was force to wake up and she go toilet and bath lor..and u all know wat?she juz open the tap water to let the water flow and she was SLEEPING in the toilet untill my mum du lan coz she waited for her so long and she go with my dad themself...haha...wake up at 9.30am to eat our Mcdonald breakfast..after eating watch show untill 1pm and again i go back to sleep..wake up at 5pm to go bath coz my auntie ask mi to come back office to sing ktv...SUNDAY oso i muz come back..my god..than she jio my mum and her frends all come to the ktv...stay untill 10.30pm than go off as the next days all the kids muz go to school...Sleep straight away after i reach home coz i damn tired le......

21/04/2007 (Monday)

Actually intend to take MC coz im tired ..but still i force myself to wake up lar..todae the sales manager on leave..so oni mi and my auntie...reach office at 9am again..and haf our breakfast..whole day stomache dun feel good...maybe mensus coming le...off work at 5pm and wait for the rain to stop than mit him for dinner...than receive someone msg at around 8+ asking mi wanna go drink anot..was some how shock when i c the msges coz im surprise she will msg mi...actually dun realli feel well and of coz im tired but i dun wan later she thought that i still not happi or wat so i nv reject her lor...still i go down to drink with her lar...ganna conned by her of coz..coz she tell mi she wun be going till so late coz the next day she got to work..upn reaching boat quey...drink untill 12.30am than i realiSe the next day is her OFF DAY....no wonder she kp drinking and dun wan go home...but i realli tired lar..so keep forcing her to go back from 12.30am and end up i oni get to go off at 1.35AM lor...reach home never even bath and i go sleep..can u all imagine how tired i am..haha...

Hmmm...todae after work haf a ktv session again at office..i tink if i continue tis type of life i will haf more and more no mood to work le...Anyway..to that gal who CONNED mi to go down to drink with her on monday,ya.maybe u r rite...we should not haf continue the cold war any longer..both of us is hot headed and stubborn and im glad & realli surprise to c ur msges that day...anyway..glad that we meet up that day too....Suddenly miss my granny so much when i eating "tai sai pian"...tats her favourite and i realli realli do miz sharing the tai sai pian with her...not forgetting her favourite sour plum that she kp in the drawer so long we alway secretly go and steal and eat..and most missing her is whenever she stay at my house and when i go work she will stand at the door step telling mi bye bye and seeing mi walk off...and i rem once she stay in my house coz my 3rd uncle go holiday at january..i went home so late in the nite.she already slping le..but when she hear the lift sound she wake up and tell the maid ah mei come back le and she wake up and tok to mi..she is so so good to mi..even when she sick oso she kp calling for my name and wanna share her food with mi...y whenever i go work or go school she will be there to say goodbye to mi..y when she passed away she nv wait 4 us to tell her goodbye??? I still feel that there are alot alot of things i haven tell my grandma..but i dunno wat is the things i wanna tell her till now..mayb tis is juz an excuses coz i dunw an her to go away from us...

Till todae...i still cant accept that she haf passed away..i believe everyone of us still cant accept and is still missing her so deary....realli miz those time when she is around...thought she is irritating but she is cute..realli realli cute...funny conversation with the 5 of us and we alway dun wan entertain her when we mood swing but now no more le...I hope my ah gong is taking great care of her now and living comfortably in her new big house...but i tink she wun be happi coz she dun haf all of us with her...a house so big and oni she staying alone...ah ma....i realli realli realli do love and miz u...till now i still regret and hate myself for nv even seeing u on sunday....Once u r my ah ma..forever u r my ah ma..u will forever stay in my heart as times goes by...i wun and i promise i wun forget u and that is for sure...I hope u wun forget us too...Love & Missing u deeply

~~~~U're like my angel protecting mi whenever i got beaten up when im young~~~~

***There are so much things i wanna thank u one by one by i do not haf any more chance and im too late to realise all tis till u r gone..im sorry wai po...1 things im realli sure is u r the BEST grandma that the 5 of us have***

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