My life is in a total mess...surprise huh...im at home at tis hour blogging?Is so unlike mi...no mood to do anything tis whole fucking morning till now....Anyone wanna be kind hearted and let mi scold???Im damn frustrated...feel like going to the beach...so long i dun haf tis type of feeling le....y muz it happen to mi again now....after my grandma passed away nothing seems to go right for mi...Anyone wanna go beach???Or drink oso can.....Martell???Tink im on my way down to find u tis few days...wait 4 mi my all time favourite martell...haha
Today is wednesday nite...should i go out later???Im still tinking...no mood..realli no mood...i hate my mum for alway gifing mi stress....wat do u all wan mi to do i realli dunno...tis is my life...realli my life..can u all let mi decide wat i myself wanna do....u wun b able to know the words u say realli gif mi alot alot alot of stress...do u know im in between the both of u???IF i got a chance do u tink i will wanna choose tis path..tis is FATE...u understand?Mayb god wanna play a fool on mi...Juz hope that tis can be clear ASAP???
Maybe i realli make a wrong move..i dunno...but 1 things for sure is CHI NEVER REGRET THE PATH I chose.There are so many times when i realli wanna tok to u about tis matter...but i respect u as my mum and i know whenever the both of us tok we sure quarral...I dun need all tis...i keep quite sometime is not bcoz i agree with wat u say...is that i dun wanna argue back coz i know my temper veri veri well....but PLS dun everyday oso ask mi the same things...i feel damn SICK of it....I haf Enough...REALLI ENOUGH....
Anyway...already solve tis problem 30min ago..althought the result is not wat i wan,but still we go ahead with it...i muz admit it realli hurt mi alot but i tink tis is the oni way out for u to slove tis problem am i rite?There are no other ways out le...both side gifing mi stress...i dun tink i deserve tis....seriously NO....Watever it is juz wanna let u know that thought alot of problems is coming to us i still muz realli say it out loud that I NEVER REGRET TIS PATH...ZHEN DE
~~~If oni i could.....I would.....I hope im not born into tis world full of sadness 4 mi~~~