Been 2 weeks since grandma left us...hmmm...still tink that she haven pass away yet..dunno y..everynite when i slp i alway can feel her presence near mi watching mi slp....ever since she pass away i haf been waking up everyday at 3.30am in the morning and i dunno y....juz feel that she is around watching us...Yest nite is the day she pass away the 7th day and they say grandma will come back visit us..i dunno y i realli miz her but at the same time i realli feel veri afraid..i heard some voice coming in from my window and i tremble....wake mummy and daddy up and i say i wanna slp at their room....If realli is grandma coming back to visit us will she be disappointed with mi??? Im Sorry "wai ma"....Nothing much recently...juz work work work and go home....that day toking to Pr in MSN...tok about granny..realise that we realli miz her alot....go to my cpu and open up the files where my sis keep my granny photo and when i saw her photo i cant help it but cry again...I tink i reali reali nv been so regret like i do now....if ever u r still here i will go visit u everyday i can....1st time in my life i can realli feel the pain in my heart of lossing someone who is so close to mi...Memory of her changing into the "SHOU YI" when she passed away realli make mi drop tears...I cant help but miz her...i regret for not visiting her on sunday...can anyone feel how regret im realli feeling...the veri last day i saw grandma was at CNY when we go to shi shi house for house warming and all of them was gambling and mike and mi send grandma and her maid home to LR house 1st coz Oni LR is at home....I still remember she is so talkative in the car toking to mike telling him to bring her out to play since he got car...When we reach LR house she still kp asking LR to change shirt coz we wanna go out to play & we nv bother about her coz that time is ard 12+ midnite and we thought that she anyhow tok again and behave like kids...if ever i know tis day come so fast i will bring u out on that day regardless how late it is wai ma...do i still haf tis chance???Never will i haf tis chance anymore....There are things i realli regret for not doing...Im sori for not cherishing u when u r alive..thought sometimes i might tok to u in a veri rude voice but im sure u know inside my heart i realli realli love and respect u since im young....Tired if working le..feel like taking a long break b4 i start work again..i know i cant do it now unless i realli make up my mind to resign....working half way on sat and i receive a msg saying wanna go fly kite later & haf a picnic??? Of coz i readily agree to it coz i nv go fly kite b4 lar..and my kite realli fly veri high up to the sky lor coz we used up 2 rolls of needle string.....Below are some photo of my kites flying session...haha
-My Kite......
-ReaDY tO FLY-Sporty hor?Haha
-My kite going to fly soon...c his face so serious... (dunno got skills anot)And Up my kite fly slowly up into the sky..and is too high up and i cant take pict of it at my lousy hp...haha.....And after that go home to rest and at nite when PR house to eat MEE hoon kuay but end up the mee hoon kuay is wasted u all know y?Bcoz she mistaken the leave the father used to bath as cai sim lor and end up the whole bowl of mee hoon kuay bcum bitter....do u call c such a big pig b4???Haha...thats wat her mum say lar...Watch dvd at her house...Blood diamond?Ya..i tink so..quite a nice movie thought i seldom watch english show but the movie was good....can go buy the DVD and watch it..Went home ard 2.30pm and off i went to bed till sunday!!! ~~~ Can u feel that how much i realli realli miz u~~~
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